Alternating Current

I am alternately:

1. drained and over this entire crap-fest of a summer and excited, forward looking and hopeful about this weekend (okay, this Saturday.)
2. heartbroken about the loss of Bump and "bucked" up by the thought of nature righting mistakes on its own. And having a baby with DCS when we are really strong and better prepared.
3. excited to be done with DC and sad to see this time go and have to return to the island.
4. scared about the DCS and hopeful/excited about the DCS.

I also have this great quote to share which perfectly sums up the way I make decisions:

"When making a decision of minor importance,
I have always found it advantageous to consider all the pros and cons.
In vital matters, however, such as the choice of a mate or a profession,
the decision should come from the unconscious,
from somewhere within ourselves.
In the important decision of personal life,
we should be governed,
I think, by the deep inner needs of our nature"
-Sigmund Freud