E-mails from "That Girl"

DCS,
I am sorry for the hurt I have caused you. I don't know that in my efforts to remind you of our love if I have apologized for my part in the pain. Please forgive me for the pain I've caused. I am ashamed that I have caused pain to the one person I would never want to hurt.

Please don't forgvive me for our love, please hold on to that. Please remember that the love we have is all we need to get started - you said that.

Let's do this in person. Let's deal with all of this in person. I am sorry that I have ever caused you pain. I love you. I respect you. I love you more and more until it fills my entire person.

Please consider our love while you consider coming up here. Please consider my thoughts that I have sent you on the issues. Please consider that we need to communicate this all out. Please let our years of love weigh more heavily than our rough bit and the helpessness that you feel right now. It is easy to feel certain and right in a rash decision when alone, but the better decisions come from communication between the two involved. Please don't stick with this, just because you made up you mind. Please don't let stubborn pride not allow you to come up here and talk this out. I know how you feel, because I have felt this way too, that the only way to be happy is to be out - but I always believed you when you said it wasn't right and never finalized it. And you were right, we are happier together. Let's get back to that. Let's strive for happy and together, both. We can get back there and then it will take care of itself. Please come up here and lets talk this all through.
K

DCS,
You are my world. You are everything that is good and right with my life. Every part of my life that does not directly involve you, I feel goodness in it when I can share those parts with you.
Time and distance have ruined us. Please let's give us the chance to remedy that. It isn't a matter of incompatibility as people, but as people that have let themselves create separate lives. Let us return to a shared life status and work to make our relationship everything it was and we want it to be. Let's not let time/distance win this over us. Let's not let it ruin what we have.
Your are such a good man, such a perfect man for me.

We need to talk about the issues at heart, not the symptoms. We just need to talk about ourselves and each other.

Please let's do this in person. Let us give ourselves the dignity and respect that our love deserves. My love for you is strong. Please come up so that we may address all our concerns in person, like adults that love each other.

Please call my cell. Press *(or #, but I think *) when the message is onthen the code I gave you, it will then have more voice, but will start rolling messages. Please listen to the first message of yours. Please let's choose that option of yours. Let's discuss and be open with one another while retaining that love.

I really hope to hear from you tonight. Talking to you in the evenings is the best part of my day - always has been. I hope that you can look inside yourself and see that happiness and our love aren't mutually exclusive. In fact that once we clear the waters of our love that we can return to that happiness we once shared before I ruined everything by leaving. I hope somewhere inside you you can let yourself see that warm, beating love that is for me. I know you don't want to feel it right now, but I hope that will let yourself feel it.

You are a good person. You are an amazing man. I believe in you. I believe in everything you have ever said about us. I hold hope out for that message on my phone (please don't erase it.) from you. I love you. I have always loved you. I love us. You are everything to me.
Please come up and let's address this in person.

K

Lovey,
Please let's not break up. Please let us use these next bits to reorganize and rework our relationship to make things better. Time/distance has been very harsh on us, but I think that we can make this good again. I love you and respect you and have always believed in that picture of a future together that you painted. We owe it to our love to give it this one try.

I gave you a chance when I didn't think I should. Please give us that same chance.

I love you, K